HBD sweetie/lisa

it was her sister's birthday. they were cutting cake. laughing. but all she wanted to do was be in her room listening to kanye.

her favourite kanye song is 'welcome to heartbreak'. - wanting to be successful but not wanting to miss out on important shit. 

she kinda wanted to miss these family events more than she didn't. 

they never listened to her. she was only the joker. they didn't know her. 

her deepness was not to be taken as a joke, just know.

she wondered: would she regret the time she wasn't spending with her family?

there were no excuses, since there was no success.