her mum asks her why she didn't brush her hair today. in bengali everything sounds aggressive and stupid.
she hates stupidity so lashes out.
her big sister is home. she tells her to fix her attitude.
she fights back.
everyone jumps in.
'SHE DIDN'T TAKE HER MEDICINE' they chant.
her mother, always one to chat shit, explains that the doctors told her that her daughter's emotions will always be dodgy.
that's a lie.
i don't recall this.
how and why did her mother bring it up now?
to fit in. to be on the same side as her other children.
she's had enough.
she walks out of the kitchen slowly, goes through the living room. closes the door normally. not to cause a scene.
she walks up the stairs.
the tears are back.
she sits at her laptop and opens photobooth to watch herself cry. why did she do this?
she laughs to herself - how funny it is that this happened yesterday and she also wrote about it.
No comments:
Post a Comment