she couldn't understand how her best friend could be enjoying the same moment in which she wasn't. was she really having fun, or was she just faking it? she thought she was pretending but didn't say anything. in fact, she knew she was lying, but entertained her nonetheless. she loved her, and she'd try her best not to let on she wasn't enjoying her time there. maybe her best friend knew. but she, too, said nothing. they entertained each other.